I told you everything last night at 3 am, It took me 6 months and 5 days to finally let it all out. I was shaking the whole night after sending it in fear I had done something stupid, however when you responded to way you did I felt what real closure is. I know that it is over between us. I had a very hard time letting you go but I now realize we both deserve to be happy. And if by chance someday I see you walking downtown Montreal or I see you when you come home to visit your family and friends, know that I will smile at you with joy. I’ll remember the love we shared and how we both felt it from miles away. You have given me nothing but your best and you will always be a fond memory when I hear the words ‘First Love.’
I love you.
Thank you for being Jakub Ashton Alexander Thomas, don’t ever change. Not for anyone.
Jakub, I know you are back in Canada and living in Montreal, I don’t know if you know that Megan ever mentioned me or whatever. I just couldn’t live another day that you did not I haven’t stopped thinking about you for the past 11 months and 5 days about. I know you’ve dated other people and yeah…
The first person I ever fell in love with, 6 months ago lived 6000 miles away from me. His name was Jakub and he was the most important person in my life. For 6 months we shared a bond that had kept both of us going through a depression of a friends suicide,a family’s sickness and snide comments…
